Bleak

[tinhuviel]

I guess I need to admit something to myself

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[tinhuviel]

Just got your letter. That's strange, eh? Not sure about that void thing. I've dipping my toe in it for 22 years now.

[angstzeit]

I'm sorry you're in a bad patch.

I don't think it's a bad thing to find things to distract you while you heal. Who knows how many things get done in this world by people doing just such things?

[tinhuviel]

You are probably right. I just sometimes wish my focus would land on more productive things.

[angstzeit]

Productive by whose standard?

[tinhuviel]

By mine, honestly. When you collect over 250 photos of one man in three month's time, when you could be writing something, it's time to revisit your priorities and stop being overwhelmingly pathetic! ha!

[mizliz]

I'm so very sorry. If it's any comfort, I spent the weekend pretty much down the rabbit hole myself. Horribly depressed, sad, questioning the whole value of myself and my life. I haven't experienced such a deep loss as you have, though. Nowhere near.
I'm thinking of you, and I'm not too far away if you want an ear. (Not literally, of course. ;)

[tinhuviel]

Thanks, honey bunny. And I find it infinitely amusing that you felt you had to explain that the ear was figurative. bwaaahaha!

[miintikwa]

*hugs and love*

TFLN and Damn you autocorrect helped me get through the worst of my grief.

[evcelt]

May you find that peace, or it be granted to you. You are in my prayers.