Another One Bites The Dust

[timtwoface]

So...I just lost another friend, officially. That makes THREE official endings of decent-to-great friendships I've lost in the span of a week. THREE. One due to a slight miscommunication, one due to my being an idiot, and now one due to my oversight and negligence

Comments

[weatherman2111]

Hunh? What hell's going on?

[mattzimmer]

I don't understand this. You seem like a REALLY nice person and I don't get why this keeps happening. I hope you are okay but this is just something I can't fathom. I agree with Weatherman2111 and have to wonder what's going on. I REALLY hope you feel better soon.

[tanzabear]

Good grief! If you had a strong friendship to start then I feel like you guys should be able to patch things up. Good luck either way.

*hugs*

[timtwoface]

I don't want your pity. I want your friendship, which is what I THOUGHT I retained after our heart to heart last night. I was very appreciative and that's why I didn't write a post about you and I because I told you everything I felt directly to you last night. As for that line, "What do I get out of it?", that was a JOKE, and if you saw my face or heard my voice when I said that you'd understand that in my playful way I was just being silly. I'm sorry if it came off negatively that way yesterday but I thought all my actions were proof that I genuinely wanted to retain your friendship and grow that way.

As for the suicidal comments regarding you...I actually was genuinely concerned many times and I didn't want that to happen. I cared about you too much and I still do. Did Chris not receive my apology last night? I'll try sending one again now.

I hope to hear back from you some time soon, Marni. I appreciate you in my life, always have and always will.