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Mum's threatening to start me back up on Equestrian if I don't choose a "path" for my life soon. Which, of course, would only make sense in her mind. Like riding around on horses is going to help my future? Does she expect me to do that for the rest of my life? And it will certainly give me loads of free time with which to think.
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But of course, I do know what I want to do. But of course, I can't tell anyone. Because I can't do it. In all practicality. I could never be a writer; in my little sheltered life, I know nothing of the world. I have no experiences. I have no stories. All I have is a worthless lot of charms I know how to preform. The last seven years would have been better spent living as a beatnik in Paris. And I think anyone who would venture to call themselves a 'beatnik' is completely dreadful. Though, I suppose being one and calling oneself one are completely different matters...
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I'd better go find my riding crop.
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But of course, I do know what I want to do. But of course, I can't tell anyone. Because I can't do it. In all practicality. I could never be a writer; in my little sheltered life, I know nothing of the world. I have no experiences. I have no stories. All I have is a worthless lot of charms I know how to preform. The last seven years would have been better spent living as a beatnik in Paris. And I think anyone who would venture to call themselves a 'beatnik' is completely dreadful. Though, I suppose being one and calling oneself one are completely different matters...
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I'd better go find my riding crop.