it's sad an annoying when you really want something
but then someone you love and live with says
"i'll be disappointed and mad if you have that."

cause now i have to rationalize which of us
should be the one to cave in our feelings
i either have to stop wanting it
or he'll have to stop hating the idea and just accept it

arrrrg
fuck

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20 things worth remembering

• mr i'm-so-smooth at eye on video
  
• the "brick church
  
• cigarettes...how many packs did we go through that first night?
  
• mr kiel:"what's in that orange juice
  
• often times i wonder
  
• cappuccinos
  
• shitty bikes
  
• the boy is mine
  
• kitchen knives
  
• skinny dipping
  
• as an educator
  
• mudpuddles & invisible rain
  
• she blinded me with science
  
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i found the coolest website - if anyone else out there is thinking for a new tattoo idea too.

i'm personally fond of the alchemists' ones.

oh and if someone can help me find a good photo hosting site that is compatible with livejournal.
thanks love.

who would have thought that starting your life over would be so tiring...

today i will put things in the trash and today i will put things in boxes that i will label neatly and today i will start to get myself out of this stupid shithole we've been paying over a k each month to stay in.
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i found this goofy photo program on my computer so i messed around with a face of my boyfriend.
hahaha


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i went to the bloomingdales home store ( Read more... )

i'm going to start to make my journal not so friends only cause it's just annoying to have to always use the full update site and i think i'm going to start being more lazy.