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Aug 31, 2015 20:54

I want to light things on fire

I want to light things on fire

I want to light things on fire

I want to sob until I can't breathe and LIGHT MORE THINGS ON FIRE

I don't know if I'm more angry or frustrated anymore

BUT I WANT THINGS TO BURN AND BLEED UNTIL I FEEL BETTER.

life, grad school, reaction, school

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classics_lover September 1 2015, 12:24:37 UTC
WHAT HAPPENED??????

Also, have you considered video games? I find them excellent therapy (Assassin's Creed/Skyrim/Mass Effect/Dragon AGe, etc. Better to kill pixels than people, as a friend once said to me)

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tigriswolf September 1 2015, 16:36:40 UTC

Just UPS textbook bullshit. And then an automated phone system that DOES NOT HAVE TALKING TO A PERSON AS AN OPTION, what kind of shit is that?!

Anyway. I have the book now but I really just wanted to break things last night.

The only videogame I have is Mario, but I found an adorable video to watch on youtube that made me feel better.

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classics_lover September 1 2015, 16:51:15 UTC
It's the first sign of the robot overlords going rogue :P

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noybusiness September 2 2015, 11:36:44 UTC
Did you try saying "talk to a representative"? That sometimes works even if it isn't given as an option.

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maldeluxx September 1 2015, 12:42:29 UTC
*hugs* :(

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tigriswolf September 1 2015, 16:38:26 UTC

*snuggles*

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noybusiness September 1 2015, 13:28:35 UTC
*Hug* What happened (if you want to talk about it; it's usually good to unload)

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tigriswolf September 1 2015, 16:40:17 UTC

Just trying to get a book I needed by Wednesday, that I paid extra to have delivered to my door. I've got it now (after having to go pick it up). I no longer want to destroy things, so yay! for that.

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noybusiness September 1 2015, 18:25:29 UTC
Oh, that's all. What a relief. I was afraid something terrible had happened vis a vis the problems with your advisor you'd mentioned before or something else at school and you were suicidally depressed. Not that I don't understand the frustration of events conspiring to sabotage schoolwork.

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tigriswolf September 1 2015, 19:20:24 UTC

Yesterday was very stressful for a variety of reasons, and I just wanted one thing to go right, you know? And there was no one I could talk to about it, so. The interwebs.

But, no, I didn't even realize how this post might come across. Sorry about that.

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caffienekitty September 2 2015, 04:38:16 UTC
*hugs* Hope things are better now, or at least that the bodies are well-hidden?

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tigriswolf September 2 2015, 16:34:50 UTC

Things are better, yes, and no bodies. *snuggles*

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