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[tigre86]

I think it's hard to remember my humor in times like these. Usually I laugh off the pain, it has always been my solace. Then I come here and all the secrets of my heart spill out of me and the lighter side of me seems to be lost. I haven't decided whether that's a good or a bad thing yet. Maybe both

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[mjgchick]

Nic I dont know if I agree with that eniterly. You've made me laugh alot over the 2 yrs I've known you. I think humor is good for the soul. Lord knows we all need it during tough times. You poring out your secrets only makes me love you even more because the fact you can open up like that really inspires me. I'm not that big on opening up unless i'm pissed lol so take this as a good thing that you open up to others even the tough stuff in your life.

[tigre86]

The thing about me is, I'm not this open in person. I can spill out things on my journal because it's the only place those thoughts go. Otherwise, I'm smiling and laughing through it. I guess, I just feel like that side of me gets lost here, but its always good to hear that people like both sides. It makes the postings worth making. And that I'm not always so drab, I feel like a debbie downer sometimes, lol.