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[tigersfury]

I realize that I probably say this a lot, but I really thought that this time would be different.  This time, I really thought something could happen and when he said he had a good time and wanted to hang out again, we would.  Each and every time I say it, I truly deeply mean it and believe it though.  That’s what makes it rough.  I mean, even if

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[popbitch]

I know this makes up for nothing that has happened, but I don't get your troubles in love. You are one of the cutest boys I know and that isn't even taking into account your sense of humor, excellent taste in music & movies (which are paramount to me). You are a catch and somebody is gonna reel you and make you insanely happy soon.

[tigersfury]

I'm thinking maybe the next time i'm 'hanging out' with a guy, I should have it secretly recorded and send it in to some matchmaker for analysis. Obviously I must be doing something completely ridiculous I have no knowledge of, because honestly I don't entirely understand the troubles either. Sometimes I understand when 'it' isn't there, but oftentimes things feel like they're going pretty great.

but, whatevs. I have music and I have my cats haha.

[tigersfury]

And PS, thanks Shiv. Your words and faith mean a lot to me, and I am very very sorry that we didn't get to hang out more while I was still down there. I wish we had had a chance to get to know each other a little better because I really loved your company and I don't think I always adequately portrayed that.

[exchangediary]

Honestly, I believe the best people in the world are the ones that have the hardest time finding the right person. I have no idea why. Maybe good people just give off this vibe that scares away people who might seem great, but in truth really don't measure up? I know it can hurt a lot to have dates that go nowhere or relationships that turn out to be not as good for you as they should have been (I've had my fair share of both), but I really believe that the right combination of patience and happenstance and not losing hope and not being afraid to keep putting yourself out there will reward you.

[tigersfury]

I sure hope you're right, thank you Kathee. I miss you and hope things are going well! Hopefully I can make it down to Miami sometime or something...it would really be great to see all of you down there again. Oddly enough, there are some things about Oxford I've really been missing.