You ever feel like the world hates you?

[tigereyes320]

I'm doing okay.

Coming to terms slowly.

I just wish I could stop feeling like my heart is getting ripped out every time I see a pregnant woman.

Maybe in twenty years it will stop hurting so much.

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I understand

[anonymous]

Lurker coming out to say I feel your pain. Yesterday, it became clear I will lose my fifth pregnancy in 3-1/2 years. We had testing after miscarriage #4 and it turned up a genetic issue either my husband or I carry, so the odds were against us any way. For reasons I won't go into, adoption isn't an option for us, either. So I know exactly what you mean about feeling your heart is being ripped out when you see a pregnant woman. I wish I could move to one of those 55-and-over communities where no one around me will be pregnant and there won't be children in the neighborhood either.

My sympathies and best wishes to you, dear.

Re: I understand

[tigereyes320]

I just want to say how sorry I am for your losses, it has to be heartbreaking.

Thank you for the thoughts it helps.

I think it's ironic, that the people that want children the most are the ones that don't get to have them.