empty

[ticklemygiggle]

i feel empty.
i feel as though ive lost a part of myself.
my heart hurts.
it feels ripped out and shredded into a million different pieces all over the place.
yet hes still holding a lot of the pieces.
i want him to love me.
i love him so much.
i just want him back.so badly.

im still so in love with him.

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[loadedgun16]

Im so sorry Ashley, I dont know what i can say. I do know that you dont need him to be happy. And hes stupid for not being madly inlove with you, because your amazing. Dont ever forget that.

[ticklemygiggle]

thank youu.
everything is just sortof up in the air right now.he was confused.and now hes supposedly not.but im scared to be able to trust him again, but i want to so bad.
hes just gonna have to prove his trust back with me, and just take things really slow.