Things have been pretty good for a while. DC was really awesome, I had a lot of fun.  Maybe I'll write more about it later but overall I had a great time. In a matter of 2 weeks I'll be back there for the graduation and moving out.  School's almost over for me.  Only 2 more weeks for that as well.  I'm so ready for it to be over and start off new ( Read more... )

I am in love with my new laptop that I'm currently posting from.

I am also madly in love with Adam.  Things are pretty much back to normal.  No more worrying from me for a while.  I was just having an insecure freakout I guess, it happens. Something as simple as a non-rushed 15 minute conversation made all the difference in the world.

Yup, that's ( Read more... )

This is a song by Bird York( Bjork's cousin haha, except not) from the Crash soundtrack.  Felix got me hooked on it.  It's a realllly pretty song and I like the lyrics a lot.  She kind of sounds a little manly at times but it's still amazing.

Thought you had
all the answers
to rest your heart upon.
But something happens,
don't see it coming, now
you ( Read more... )

For some reason my head feels so full of thoughts that I literally can't think clearly. It's almost giving me a headache actually.  I feel nervous and anxious for some reason even though I don't really have anything to feel that way about. I kind of have that nauseous, nervous feeling in my stomache. For what, I don't know.

I think I'm gonna go to ( Read more... )

This past weekend was awesome. FOPA did amazing. I really missed hearing Adam and Erick play, it was a really great show. I love my friends. It was one of those weekends that left me with those happy butterflies the next day thinking about it ( Read more... )

I haven't felt so overwhelmed with emotions in a long time. Lately, I go from happy and social to sad and withdrawn. I don't feel like I fit in here for one reason or another. Drinking and partying and talking about drinking and partying isn't my idea of a real good time and I guess that's where I "lose out". There seem to be so many thoughts going ( Read more... )

I like writing when no one's around. I feel like alone with my thoughts I guess. The weekend was pretty good. I went to UNH Friday night to watch Adam and Erick in a N64 tournament and got to see Catie and Marie. Met some of the boys' friends and watched some of the Mighty Ducks 2. It's good to see that everyone else is adjusted. It was pretty fun ( Read more... )

So, today was Valentine's Day. I'm not a huge believer in it but it's a nice excuse to be with the one you love. I had an awesome and low key night with my boy. I actually went to a class today at 330 and then came here to wait for Adam. He got here around 6ish and we hung out for a little bit until it was time to go to dinner at Chili's. It was ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm in fucking high school again, I fucking hate this house sometimes. I don't know how to deal with her anymore. She makes me feel like I'm totally incompetant and can't do things on my own without her telling me ALL the time. Yes, I procrastinate, but I get things done when they need to be done. I realize I can have a short fuse with ( Read more... )

I haven't written in forever, I have alot to update on but I don't feel like it at the moment, soon though...

BUT

I will say that I am so incredibly in love with my boy.  Yeah, we fight occasionally and we get on each other's nerves sometimes but that's in any relationship, especially when you're so close.  He has been amazing to me, especially ( Read more... )