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[thought_bubbls]

I love my baby more than life but ever since I had him, I feel trapped like a rat. Which makes me feel guilty.

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[alisha_stiletto]

Maybe because your life is completely different now? Maybe because you have to be Mom all the time and your old "you" identity is lost somewhere?

Are you able to do things alone, for just yourself? You need to carve out YOU time.

[thought_bubbls]

That's why I feel so trapped. There is no "me" anymore. I used to ride horses but because of finances now, we can't afford it. It was my passion. I used to own a horse but I don't think I'll ever be able to afford that again. I just get so sad because my husbands life didn't seem to change much at all. He can still play video games and go bowling with his dad but I feel like I've lost everything about me. I don't know who I am anymore besides Max's mom...

[alisha_stiletto]

First, I hear you. I know what you mean