counting down

[thisistheplan]

100, 8 June 2010
I have a hundred days before I send my favorite boy away on a plane.

My ribcage feels like collapsing from my expanding heart. This is the kind of grief that I will never have the time to prepare for.

99, 09 June 2010
Today, I realized that everything is getting smaller except my heart.

What is the sound of a heart breaking?

98

Comments

[alicecorinna]

"Before we slept at 1 in the morning, I told you that I was a cartographer except that I was blind; The only way I can map your face is to press my lips to your skin."

I love this.

[phaserpacer]

eh nawala na yung payong mo

[thisistheplan]

cry. syempre pinaalala mo pa. ipamana mo sa akin ang payong mo.

[phaserpacer]

yeah we'll see. But you keep losing things.