so i just photographed and framed it

[thisisblackmail]

i'd like to feel a real emotion for once. something tangible. something that grips me, demanding my attention at all hours. i wouldn't even mind the sleep loss, or lack of focus, or anything. even if it was real sadness. i think i'd be overjoyed to experience something beyond material and mimicry, even if that 'elation' conflicts with whatever

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This isn't Dawson's Creek, fucking drama queen.

[losescontrol]

Seriously, Joe. Lighten the fuck up. You act as though if a girl doesn't feel the same way about you as you do about her, she hates you. Relationships aren't the most important things in the world, kid.
You wouldn't take one seriously anyway. You're crushing on a different girl every fucking week.

And stop acting like you hate everyone. You just want to be the center of attention. Writing bad things about them doesn't seem to help you at all.

In my honest opinion, you're one of the most pathetic people I've ever met.

I have those new Bright Eyes cds too, mother fucker. $12 a pop. Another $12 for the Christmas album.

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[anonymous]

I don't really know you, but that was heavy... really heavy.
_Sarah_

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[thisisblackmail]

hi steve's friend. gold star for you.

[if_flowers_turn]

joe i do love you and i know exactly what you're talking about/feeling. to feel something real wuld be great. i havn't felt something like that in a long time and frankly, it sucks. and it feels like life is somehow wasting away and time is passing that can never be broughten back. yeah it sucks but its life. ok, well, have a good night.

[ibleedpink]

what you just wrote is real. the feelings inside those few paragraphs are real. but somehow, i know exactly what you mean and its scary. as "dawson creek" as it may be, its there and its how you feel and maybe it is really real, despite what you think.