So I came out to my dad today and for some reason it was the hardest thing to do in my lifetime.

As far as life, I'm tired tired tired and I don't really have the energy to go through all the things I've been through.

Ahhh, no Beirut tournament today. But major dorm bonding. It makes me smile :D ---> see.

Lesbian porn sucks.


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Agghh!!! I'm getting sick and it's only the second week of school. I suppose it didn't help that I drank quite a bit this past weekend while hot tubbing and going out in the snow after said hot tubbing.

Walking around campus today, I realized Holy shit, I'm a junior at Stanford University. It blows my mind. Nevermind the fact that I'm a junior at ( Read more... )

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I'm thankful for the wetness of my pillow that is soothing me and for the sound of the heater relieving me of the incessant thoughts that are keeping me from tomorrow. I just might fall asleep ( Read more... )

What a night, what a night. Random mexican party in cat city with Shawn and Meesh that was shut down by the cops followed by Shawn's at like 1, with a four person game of king's cup, "hooking up", and me driving Meesh home. Nice.

I woke up today at 3:30 without even trying. Usually I have to try to stay asleep when I sleep for a long time. But today it was different. I went to bed at like 2 this morning, not late at all so it was weird. All I know is that my dream was off the shizzle. I was in like some sort of class or something, I don't really remember all the details ( Read more... )

I got upper braces put on this morning. It's pretty fugly.

Fuck me. Oh wait, no, I don't think anyone will want to anymore. Not that anyone did.

Last night was so much fun here in Trancos. It was our holiday party and the theme was bad Christmas sweaters. Since I don't have one, I wore my red turtleneck. Other people were also just dressed holidayish. We gave our gift exchange for Secret Snowflake and then we proceeded to drink and have karaoke. I played beirut with Ted Trigg and we just ( Read more... )