"It never came, it never came"

[thisdream]

3 years sometime this month. It really rides on you after you've experienced the other end. If I had known this before I wouldn't have been such a whiny little bitch lol. I know, I know... it's my fault, but I can't really get out of this rut until something actually changes for me. It's like climbing a ladder half-way and having three or four

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[carminalizarin]

I don't know exactly what you're referring to in the first paragraph, but it sounds sucky, so you have my sympathy.

Screw this economy, it seems like everyone has to have multiple part-time jobs now.

[jadedreverie]

If more than one shitty thing happened out of nowhere in May 2008, please disregard. If not, I'm sorry for more than you will ever know. For what it's worth, I tried so hard to tell you and thought that in my own ways I was.