a few years ago, or almost a few years ago, I made some really difficult relationship decisions that I've questioned on and off for a while. (this is to be read with the understanding that i love my life now, and everything makes global sense, but it can still be, well, just, it can be how it's been, sometimes.) and tonight, someone who lived with ( Read more... )

Got back from playing some music- we're structured and in a group, and time is limited during practice so there's the politeness factor of not overplaying and make sure people have a chance to play but I'm rearing to just Go- (hold me back hold me back ( Read more... )

dug this up sorting through trying to do something productive with my wakeful state and the quiet. It was like a time warp- strange how things not too far off (this was spring, 01) seem so distant, while something earlier days are still reverberating ( Read more... )

I want to upload pictures from my computer to share some things on here, but I feel cheated, because I've been on here forever, and now need upgrade my account to put pictures on. well, here's something small- my profile pic is from our trip yesterday.

yesterday was just a fabulous dream day- up early, big breakfast (with watermelon to boot!) then to dinghman (which I can never spell) falls, a picnic, then sitting by the water in the woods to read for a bit, then to warwick for a simple dinner and the drive in movie. I loe those days that feel like an entire weekend in the best way possible

Goodness, I have not been on here in ages it seems. Nearly caught up with reading but a bit overwhelmed and saturated at the moment. It's good to hear from all ( Read more... )

so much better. amazing what a trip out of state and some good friends and some sleep will do.

I'm trying to decide if I like the sound of vampire weekend to put up with the pretentious lyrics. I'm dubious. which is a bummer, because I like the whole paul simon graceland era thing they have going on

gone to bed, up immediately, wide awake and wanting to write but generally unable to do so, or unwilling- and then irritable and discontent at my shortcomings. also, I should never drink whiskey thinking it will relax me- even a tiny tiny bit makes me firey and I want to put on my shoes and just go outside in the rain and walk a while ( Read more... )

slept in past church by accident. breakfast in bed, sitting around planning all kinds of fun things to do during the day that we won't have time for, names for kids that we won't have for years (is seamus weird? we love it. . ..)drinking strong coffee and listening to the Once soundtrack while getting ready to go out and dig in the tiny little ( Read more... )

What we have here is the top 106 books most often marked as "unread" by LibraryThing’s users. As in, they sit on the shelf to make you look smart or well-rounded. Bold the ones you've read, underline the ones you read for school, italicize the ones you started but didn't finish. (or if you're me (missy) and are a total idiot about how to do these ( Read more... )