Bleh

[theycallmereo]

Yes I'm updating. I really hate this site, but I'm aick, yet again, so I feel like some good 'ol rambling pointlessly is in order. First of all. Being 18 sucks. Actually, let me rephrase that. Being 18 in this household sucks. No god damn freedom

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you need to call me

[badassmutha4000]

hey! its been a while since ive heard from you. this is great that you got a good grade on your senior project. thats actually pretty close to what i got. i think i got a 97 or 98. i can't remember. but that was on the actual presentation of the final product. so, good job. anyhoo...i know how you feel. this website really sucks the big ones along with any similar site like this one. but oh well. i had my surgery on my wrist and have been completely in and out of conscientiousness since. vicadin really takes the edge off things when your in severe pain. also, i've noticed that there are a ton of scum bags in flrida. just complete piles of shit walking around. there will be a day that i mow them down to nothing and it will be great, until then i have to watch them being the complete dirtpile they are. i hope to god your ryan is not like this, but from what you have told me, he seems like a very nice kid who is at the far end of this pectrum, away from the scumbags. tell him to keep it that way. ok, i'll talk to you when i talk to you.

[ummel]

Playboy has some pretty interesting articles.

wish you were here

[badassmutha4000]

i never imagined i'd be where i am in life at my current age of 22. of course, no one can ever really know, but i really didn't see any of this coming. i really miss all the good times we've had and i really hope to have more sometime in the future. i'd always imagined marrying you and for a while i thought it might be a real possibility. i had loved you like i had never loved anyone else. i kind of made myself forget you for a while, but after we reconnected, that love came back to life. as i've said before, you are my true love. i will always love you and never forget you. i know this because i'm with someone else and i feel so much pain because i can't be with you. i can't brainwash myself into thinking anything else. i tried, but it doesn't work. i thought being friends with you would have been good enough, at least i would be able to still talk to you. somehow, that still didn't work. there was still too much pain. the worst part was when i found out and realized how much you still loved me. why did you hide it from me? you didn'