[fic] Blues
Title:: Blues
Day/Theme:: November 4th/Competence as a compensation for loneliness (how can I possibly be lonely?) [31_days ]
Series:: Katekyo Hitman Reborn!
Character(s)/Pairing(s):: Hibari Kyouya, mentions of Goku/Haru, Yama/Bia, Tsu/Kyo, Ryo/Hana, Lambo/Ipin and a little twist of my OT3; Hibari/Chrome/Mukuro.
Rating:: PG13
Warning:: Possible OOC-ness (because Hibari was really damn hard to write)
Word count:: 824
Summary:: He felt content with his current life; traveling to every corner of the world to look for any information for the Foundation, fighting with lots of strong carnivores while doing so, and more importantly, he didn’t need to come back every now and then from his traveling or worry about the safety of others.
Starting a family on his own had never been one of his goals in his life. It would mean that he was mingling, he hated mingling. He felt content with his current life; traveling to every corner of the world to look for any information for the Foundation, fighting with lots of strong carnivores while doing so, and more importantly, he didn’t need to come back every now and then from his traveling or worry about the safety of others.
Sometimes he wondered why some of the herbivores in the Vongola got married and started their own family. After that, they would have those endless anxiety and worry of whether their wives were safe or not, of whether the enemies knew where their children go to school. If they really wanted to have a family on their own, why did they join the mafia in the first place? They should’ve known that the Mafia was no place for mingling.
Take Gokudera Hayato for example. Hibari thought that being married or not to that noisy Miura Haru didn’t make any difference to his day to day activities. That proud right hand man of Sawada was still bickering with his wife just like they were still in middle school. And really, Hibari thought that being with that loud mouthed woman everyday must have been a challenge on Gokudera Hayato’s side. Hibari would bite that woman to death if she ever so dared to scold him like she did to her husband.
Then, that Yamamoto Takeshi. He was such a fool, Hibari thought. Of all the women he could get as a wife, he chose Gokudera Hayato’s sister; Bianchi. That woman must have been the most dangerous woman Hibari had ever met. Hibari wasn’t afraid of her, no. He was afraid of nobody. Bianchi was a fine woman, he really thought so. If only that woman didn’t make Poison Cooking for her husband every time he got back from whatever grueling and exhausting mission Sawada had given him, Hibari would say that Yamamoto Takeshi was very lucky to have her as a wife. And no, he was not jealous of Yamamoto Takeshi being poisoned at every meal his wife served him. Also, thankfully, Hibari could cook his meal on his own. Or, he could order his subordinates in the Foundation to do the chores for him.
Sasagawa Ryohei was no better. Hibari never imagined that his old acquaintance from middle school would marry that Kurokawa Hana. He thought that Sasagawa liked a strong and extreme woman. On second thought, Kurokawa Hana was a strong an extreme woman. If not, how could she possibly survive living the days together with Sasagawa?
Even Lambo, that little noisy and troublesome brat, had started going out with I-pin. The relationship between those teenagers amused him sometimes. He still remembered how young I-pin always following him. He knew that that little girl was once had a crush on him. But, ever since she and Lambo started their middle school year, slowly and surely, I-pin distanced herself from Hibari. Hibari didn’t feel any loss because of that. Because, he didn’t need a young teenage girl followed him all the time all over the place.
Of all those unlucky men, Hibari thought that Sawada must have been the luckiest of them all. Sasagawa Kyoko was probably the sweetest an oblivious woman Hibari had ever known. She had never showed any fear towards Hibari. And she must have been one tough woman to be able to put up with this entire mafia thing and could still smile even though her husband never had enough time for her.
At the end of the day, Hibari would always think why he never had the thought of having a family. The first reason would be: married equal to crowding. The second reason would be: even though so many women fawned over him (or so Gokudera Hayato had said to him), not even one single woman could keep up with his overly disciplined routine. The third reason would be: even without any of companion at his side, Hibari Kyouya was still the strongest Guardian of Vongola. The fourth reason would be: he did have a woman in his mind. The final reason would be: said woman was Chrome Dokuro and even though Hibari would really love to have her as his life companion, he would never consider the possibilities of sharing her while Mukuro was still using her body. Two’s a companion but three’s a crowd.
So, Hibari decided that he would never get married. He was still content with his life and felt that he had everything he need already. Though sometimes, he would experience this feeling of being all alone by himself when he came back to his empty residence in the underground base. While his acquaintance in the Vongola had people who was waiting for them to come back home, he had nobody waiting for him.
Day/Theme:: November 4th/Competence as a compensation for loneliness (how can I possibly be lonely?) [31_days ]
Series:: Katekyo Hitman Reborn!
Character(s)/Pairing(s):: Hibari Kyouya, mentions of Goku/Haru, Yama/Bia, Tsu/Kyo, Ryo/Hana, Lambo/Ipin and a little twist of my OT3; Hibari/Chrome/Mukuro.
Rating:: PG13
Warning:: Possible OOC-ness (because Hibari was really damn hard to write)
Word count:: 824
Summary:: He felt content with his current life; traveling to every corner of the world to look for any information for the Foundation, fighting with lots of strong carnivores while doing so, and more importantly, he didn’t need to come back every now and then from his traveling or worry about the safety of others.
Starting a family on his own had never been one of his goals in his life. It would mean that he was mingling, he hated mingling. He felt content with his current life; traveling to every corner of the world to look for any information for the Foundation, fighting with lots of strong carnivores while doing so, and more importantly, he didn’t need to come back every now and then from his traveling or worry about the safety of others.
Sometimes he wondered why some of the herbivores in the Vongola got married and started their own family. After that, they would have those endless anxiety and worry of whether their wives were safe or not, of whether the enemies knew where their children go to school. If they really wanted to have a family on their own, why did they join the mafia in the first place? They should’ve known that the Mafia was no place for mingling.
Take Gokudera Hayato for example. Hibari thought that being married or not to that noisy Miura Haru didn’t make any difference to his day to day activities. That proud right hand man of Sawada was still bickering with his wife just like they were still in middle school. And really, Hibari thought that being with that loud mouthed woman everyday must have been a challenge on Gokudera Hayato’s side. Hibari would bite that woman to death if she ever so dared to scold him like she did to her husband.
Then, that Yamamoto Takeshi. He was such a fool, Hibari thought. Of all the women he could get as a wife, he chose Gokudera Hayato’s sister; Bianchi. That woman must have been the most dangerous woman Hibari had ever met. Hibari wasn’t afraid of her, no. He was afraid of nobody. Bianchi was a fine woman, he really thought so. If only that woman didn’t make Poison Cooking for her husband every time he got back from whatever grueling and exhausting mission Sawada had given him, Hibari would say that Yamamoto Takeshi was very lucky to have her as a wife. And no, he was not jealous of Yamamoto Takeshi being poisoned at every meal his wife served him. Also, thankfully, Hibari could cook his meal on his own. Or, he could order his subordinates in the Foundation to do the chores for him.
Sasagawa Ryohei was no better. Hibari never imagined that his old acquaintance from middle school would marry that Kurokawa Hana. He thought that Sasagawa liked a strong and extreme woman. On second thought, Kurokawa Hana was a strong an extreme woman. If not, how could she possibly survive living the days together with Sasagawa?
Even Lambo, that little noisy and troublesome brat, had started going out with I-pin. The relationship between those teenagers amused him sometimes. He still remembered how young I-pin always following him. He knew that that little girl was once had a crush on him. But, ever since she and Lambo started their middle school year, slowly and surely, I-pin distanced herself from Hibari. Hibari didn’t feel any loss because of that. Because, he didn’t need a young teenage girl followed him all the time all over the place.
Of all those unlucky men, Hibari thought that Sawada must have been the luckiest of them all. Sasagawa Kyoko was probably the sweetest an oblivious woman Hibari had ever known. She had never showed any fear towards Hibari. And she must have been one tough woman to be able to put up with this entire mafia thing and could still smile even though her husband never had enough time for her.
At the end of the day, Hibari would always think why he never had the thought of having a family. The first reason would be: married equal to crowding. The second reason would be: even though so many women fawned over him (or so Gokudera Hayato had said to him), not even one single woman could keep up with his overly disciplined routine. The third reason would be: even without any of companion at his side, Hibari Kyouya was still the strongest Guardian of Vongola. The fourth reason would be: he did have a woman in his mind. The final reason would be: said woman was Chrome Dokuro and even though Hibari would really love to have her as his life companion, he would never consider the possibilities of sharing her while Mukuro was still using her body. Two’s a companion but three’s a crowd.
So, Hibari decided that he would never get married. He was still content with his life and felt that he had everything he need already. Though sometimes, he would experience this feeling of being all alone by himself when he came back to his empty residence in the underground base. While his acquaintance in the Vongola had people who was waiting for them to come back home, he had nobody waiting for him.