i just found this, written sometime in early october.

[thewildwest]

somewhere amidst the grayed and endless colonnades of academe and the mad pursuit of an intellectual life, i seem to have stopped asking myself: why? why am i doing what i do and why am i asking the questions i ask? why am i interested? and this why, the greatest question of all, has steadily grown to become the blackest mote of my eye. so now, on

Comments

[laozi]

What has happened since then?

[vinaceous]

This is probably not helpful, but this was beautifully written.