i have been terribly lonely lately. A quiet grief that sits in my gut calm and placid. but sits there heavy inside me nonetheless. I have been wishing to just be swept up so deeply in a girl, a boy, that I would ignore it. To be so deep into a place, to sink, tipsy and warm into that velvet couch that I couldn't feel this thing. How angsty of ( Read more... )

i didnt die.
that doesnt mean you won't.

( hide little bandit )

kill me please.
i some how got food poisoning.
kill me please.
( the better )

exhibition
e x h i b i t i o n
exhibition
e x h i b i t i o n
give it to me
give it to megive it to me ( Read more... )

i know nothing about them. all i know is that they are the gossip and that i can go dancing. I am excited.

postscript:
he tapped me on the shoulder to tell me, "you guys are excellent dancers." LIKE WE DO NOT ALREADY KNOW! I think the dance party in the car with The Elephant Man was a highlight. Indeed.

i am up to my neck in forsaken ( Read more... )

stripes

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[+]Chruch Of Hate
[+]swimming late at night
[+]watching boys play guitar
[+]Deep Red
[+]the strict machine
[+]little secrets
[+]a new book

a million dollar baby crawled into bed with me last night. he shook the bars on the headboards until they snapped, he kissed me until all my teeth cracked. he said he wasn't sorry. he screamed the lyrics to my favorite song, and got all the words wrong. we danced a retro dance, and blacked out all the words in my books. I broke my trigger ( Read more... )

You're dead and spilling gold from your veins.