i feel so sad. welcome back to school, i guess.

since we do nothing in this confused world ( Read more... )

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because it has been simply amazing to come home to runja again. we laugh good and kiss good and eat good and live good. it is magical and i love it

this keeps getting more difficult and more annoying. i hope things go back to normal when i get home. i hate cryptic messages and unspoken things and annoying conversations and always hanging up the phone angry or disappointed. what is happening? i hope i know soon ( Read more... )

i was driving too fast on US-50 trying to get to my grandmother's farmhouse. the car was swerving off the road and into patches of forest but with no consequences; i was still alive. i drove but had minimal control. the view kept toggling from my driver's seat to a side view, showing the car threading between tree trunks. it was a white SUV. ( Read more... )

may 6th. the morning was fresh and beautiful. for thirty-six days we had been locked up in a narrow canoe which was so unsteady that standing up suddenly from your seat would have capsized it. we had cruelly suffered from insect bites, but we had survived this unhealthy climate, and had crossed the many waterfalls and dykes that block the rivers ( Read more... )

man tonight was one of the best musical nights of my life. so fun!

i was the most insulted and insecure i had been in a long time. it was way worse than that time last spring when sherry turkle asked me if i was dyslexic because my writing was so horrible. but, like most things, it got better once i talked to runja for a while. and now it is snowing

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