so, my dad got engaged today. not really sure how i feel about this. he said it will be a very long engagement. i think its great for him, i do. i like sharon. but dad isnt going to have to deal with mom's reaction like tony and i are. tony is going down to panama city next week, lucky bastard. he really needs the week away from her. im ( Read more... )

work today was a big thumbs down. this whole week just needs to end. i didnt get a lunch, i almost didnt get a last break, and i was on a lane most of my shift. even dean, who had the store, was on a lane for over an hour. including dean and i there were only 4 lanes open at some points. just plain bad. i hate coming home and feeling like ( Read more... )

i am a big ball of bitter. i went for a long walk in the rain and watched some family guy (the one where brian almost gets neutered) and am in a much better mood now. i do think it is funny that singing, something i am supposedly doing to entertain myself, makes me this angry. this is a bad week and it is only tuesday. meh, whatever.

fuck you carrie and your "i am too good for this group" attitude. "i can hit a high f sharp now." take your high f sharp and shove it up your fucking ass carrie. if you are too fucking good to be here, go back to central and away from all of us sub-standard hfcc substandards. yes, you are a better singer than i am, and yes, you are far and away ( Read more... )

so yeah. to me, award shows are like diet soda. i know it is bad for me, but i still drink a 2L a day. i cant believe i sat through them. now, i am an actor, and have been nominated for an award. it is very flattering. but these people get paid millions upon millions of dollars to do something that they love to do, and we are going to give ( Read more... )

so it is 2:30 in the am and i am still awake. my friend jacci is cyber stripping for me right now. i guess she didnt get enough clientel at the club today so i get her leftover stripper energy. funny stuff. i was moving the pile of laundry off my chair (yes, there is laundry in my living room) and found my guitar. right where i left it a year ( Read more... )