Dear child, they're asking us to move ( Read more... )

I just took a depression quiz on webmd just for shits....

and I got this:

Higher Risk

You may be at risk for major depression.

* If you have recurring thoughts of death or suicide, call your doctor or any qualified health care provider right away. If you need immediate assistance or think you may have a medical emergency, call 911. Here are additional ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning (afternoon, literally), and saw that it was snowing.  It automatically put me in a winter mood, so now I want to bake gingerbread cookies all night.  Too bad I'm stuck doing these papers and studying for this final exam.......

Turkey and pie...way too much turkey and pie ( Read more... )

I am so pissed that I gained this much weight back.

Today is Thanksgiving, so I will enjoy it.

But as of tomorrow, I'm creating my own heartbreak diet. Fuck this!!!

Cold, rainy weather.
Sipping apple cider.
Christmas cookie scented candle...the flame flickers as I walk past it.
It's keeping me warm, very primitave-like.
It's keeping out the cigar stench from the parlor.

Here I am, locked in my "cage", also known as, room.
One out of six pending papers is finished.
I checked my university e-mail only to find out I'm ( Read more... )

A face from the past came back into my life.

Hmm.

I wish I had someone to love.

And for that someone to love me back.

Being lonely isn't very appealing.  I miss the comfort in a relationship.

We're doomed as of January 20, 2009.

Fuck!

We're gonna have a President that is gonna be assassinated, then we'll have the worst VP become our President and take us up shit's creek.  I guess Biden is better than Palin...but shit, McCain should've gotten in there!!!

We're DEAD.

I hate myself for even missing him at this point. My heart was murdered, and all I can do is sit and think about him.

What the fuck is wrong with me? How come he can be happy, but when it comes to my happiness--it's a totally different story.  I don't do anything to anyone but yet I get treated like shit day in and day out.

What's so bad about a girl ( Read more... )