...for those curious?
rabilover4ever IS EVIL. *hyperventilates*
EDIT: (11:41 PM) ...GODDAMMIT, I'M SHAKING A LITTLE NOW. THANKYOUVERYMUCH.
I WAS SERIOUSLY HYPERVENTILATING FOR A LITTLE. I WANTED TO CRY.
UGH.
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EDIT: (11:48 PM) MOTHERFUCKER I LOOKED. THERE ARE 49 COMMENTS. I'M CLAWING MY FACE ALMOST BLOODY RIGHT NOW. I BARELY FEEL IT
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(On another note, I am anxious to see how many letters would have fit into each response box if you two had continued...)
ER... GET WELL SOON!!
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I'm going to shut up now, before I say something inexcusably stupid. :x
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I'll probably calm down by morning, but right now I'm just PISSED.
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-erases 9 from history of numbers-
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but what I'm really pissed about (at least now that I've gotten over the OCD attack) was that she was DELIBERATELY doing it to upset my OCD because she thought it was FUNNY.
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Like, I have *minor* OCD about a few things, such as my music being organized and properly capitalized (when I downloaded 'gackt - secret garden' from Limewire and it wouldn't let me capitalize the two G's and the S, I flipped out and deleted it even though it's one of my favorite Gackt songs), and my pictures on the computer all being named and in folders within folders. But nothing huge. >.>;
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and yeah, I do that too. >.>;
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so then, by the end, she was deliberately commenting because she thought it was funny that I had to comment back or risk freaking out.
which I did end up doing, as evidenced by all the capital letters in the entry and the sore spots still remaining on my face and neck. I seriously nearly clawed a hole or two into my lip. x_x
LAST NIGHT, I was really very pissed about it, because I hate it when people laugh at the ADHD or OCD moments I have because they're NOT funny, despite what they look like on the outside. my brain's freaking out and doing things it's not supposed to and people are laughing at me ( ... )
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and I'm sorry if it comes across as hate; I wasn't exactly in my right mind when writing it. ^^; I don't hate you.
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But, ah, in the beginning, it sorta sounded like you were not all that distressed by it, during the comment thing, but you did start sounding like you wanted her to stop it by the middle.
and that's, ah, just my two cents.
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*shrug* whatever, I'm fine now, she knows how much it bothers me, hopefully it won't happen again with anyone who's read this entry or knew previously how much little things like that bothered me.
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