[oneshot] would you like me to lie to you now

[thesecretdoor]

Title: Would you like me to lie to you now?
Pairing: Yamada Ryosuke x Nakajima Yuto (one-sided), Yamada Ryosuke x Okamoto Keito (mentioned)
Rating/Warnings: NC-17; alcohol/substance abuse, heavy angst
Summary: "I love you. I could tell you that I don’t, but that would be a lie...”
Word Count: 2587
Author's Note: I wanted to write something happy,

Comments

[lady_aenea]

OMFG OH GODS
I want you to know that I am having DINNER with my MOM and DAD and my sisAter and my AUNT T_T

AND OMFG ERU THIS HURT SO FUCKIN MUCH I LOVE YOU.

ODing YUTO???? ARE YOU TRYUNG TO KILL ME???? OMFG THIS IS PERFECT YOU ARE PERFECT MARRY ME

I WILL WRITE MORE WHEN I'M NOT WITH MY WHOLE FAMILY :'DDDDDD

[thesecretdoor]

This is entirely your fault because of 'Let me sleep at dawn (between your legs)' and like a billion other things. I just can't get enough of the YutoYama toxic relationship idea *___* You totally don't need too squint hard at all to see how inspired by your writing this is...you know that meme you often quote >_< well YOU are the reason I am like this and I will love you eternally for it T_T

Hehe, I hope you're having a fun time with your family ^_^'>

[lady_aenea]

Okay, so I'm back from vacation so I'M READY TO YELL AT YOU AGAIN!!! T_T
First, I LOVE the premise of this, bc I AM SUCH A SICK PUPPY AND GODS just the IDEA of Yuto being so TORN about Yamada not being into him hurts SO GOOD. Not only bc of the angst of it, but YUTO... I mean, I LOVE HIM but hurting his pride is a death sentence, let's face it. But this is YAMADA and it's Yamadda CHOOSING to fool around with someone ELSE instead of Him... gods, just the situation is complex and toxic enough to tear me apart.

I LOVED THE SCENE WITH KEITO. I love that Keito is worried but incredibly fed up. and OMG VODKA. sdjaasdjl. I will end up FOREVER relating Yuto and vodka and THIS IS NO GOOD, DO YOU HEAR ME? WHAT WILL I DO WHEN THERE IS STRAWBERRY FLAVORED VODKA ON THE STORE??? UH?? UHHHHHH?????? And Yuto + vodka + smoking :'D GAAAAAH

ALSO THIS "how could Yamada choose this over him, scared, useless Keito" BECAUSE THIS!!! EXACTLY THIS!!! This is so /YUTO/ it hurts :'D OMG

[ainaa_airis]

OMG THIS IS SO TWISTED BUT SOMEHOW,YEAH,SOMEHOW I LIKE IT(;ω;)

thanks for writing^^

[thesecretdoor]

Thank you so much for reading and commenting :D It is pretty twisted >_< I am just so into complicated messed up YutoYama >_< I'm glad you enjoyed it too!!

[ainaa_airis]

ahahah u are bullying our otp x"D

*waiting for a twisted but not-very-angst yutoyama in the future*

[dori_liv]

This is so painful and the whole thing drips with despair and hurt it's wonderful ♥

[thesecretdoor]

I really am all about painfully crushing relationships and YutoYama just fit it perfecly >_< I can't get enough of this ship.

Thank you for reading, I'm really happy you liked it! I really appreciate all of your comments too ♥ comments give me so many warm fuzzy feelings ♥