Had to stay away for a couple of days, but they're gone now so it's back to work. She did something for me even if I wasn't here. Kinda weird though, not being with her for my birthday that. I should go get myself a present... just don't know what to get.

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I've been totally careless lately. What the fuck am I thinking?

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At least the bar has no problems as far as customers go. Seems that it time of crises people just wanna get really drunk anyway. I overheard these guys talking about the murder. They were very quiet about it but I heard them. I'm not sure they should be talking about shit like that in public. I'm keeping my mouth shut about it tho, don't wanna get ( Read more... )

I sort of misplaced my diary when cleaning the house. Never happened before, I must have been distracted or something. I only found it today at the bottom of the laundy basket. How the fuck did it get there ( Read more... )

Been busy like always. It's lame cos I always say that first. But whatever. Boss had a doctor over to see her, well, he was sent by someone. Thanks. She kinda kicked me out of her bedroom so I dunno what the problem was. She asked the doctor not to talk about it and is not telling me even now. Makes me worry, obviously. I hope she is alright ( Read more... )

I've been thinking, what is the point in having or wanting anything? Everything I seem to want to hold on to ends up lost one way or another. Sometimes it feels that my life is all about loss. I lost so much already. It's so fucking unfair. I keep waiting for karma to work in my favour ( Read more... )

I misplaced my quill, thought I had lost it during the festival. The damn thing fell between the loose planks of wood under my bed and it took me a major cleaning to find it. I really need to fill up that gap with something other than mu belongings ( Read more... )

My holidays will come to an end soon. I want to be working during the festival, the bar gets a lot of people because it's well located so it's awesome for tips. I can double my weekend pay just from that.

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I did some cleaning today and I feel better. Didn't have to, I know, but i can't do fuck all everyday all day, I'm not that useless.

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My life is really upside down right now... how the fuck did that happen?

Got tickets to see that dude fight again. Can't wait. My boss keeps telling me to stop going to that kinda shit and speding money in the arena, but it's fucking awesome. I bet the 1st time this weekend, lost it,...lame. I wish I could fight sometimes, but my hair just wouldn't go well with it, but I know I could be good at it if I trained ( Read more... )