well nothing reallys new. me and barb havent talked for a bit now. i have just beeing listening to music and making away messages out of lyrics. thats about all today was boring i shoveled and then nothing. i thought about barb all day again that else is new well i gotta do my report toodles

well things between me and barb are still yuck. i dunno what i am going to do but just give her what she needs and wants from me and let things go as they please. i just am hurting cuz i am always thinking about all the good times we had together and wondered if there are more to come or will they just become fantasties or past memories. who knows ( Read more... )

ok well ya me and barb arent talking. she flipped cuz the day she buried her grandma i didnt ask if she wanted to talk. which was wrong. but then she wasnt to happy when i went over alexas. i dont get why there were 6 guys and 3 girls and i think all 3 of them have boyfriends but whatever. but last night she had "the best night ever and it was so ( Read more... )

well this vaction hasnt been great but not bad. i worked friday with my dad whiched sucked butthole cuz he is a dick!!!! i didnt even get paided so me and matt went and spent 250 bucks on clothes. saturday my family went to kampi and i had to sit next to some drunk guy! he was bombed out of his mind. it was funny. sunday we went for brunch. monday ( Read more... )

This imagery inside is tearing me apart

well tonite i hung out with dorthy for her bday cuz i cant go to her party i think my parents are going out and i dont like nikki and vinny that are going to be there and they dont like me either cuz they are really gay i guess i dunno either one of them know me at all so o well. we watched saw which was super kool. i liked it alot. then we just ( Read more... )

well today was great i dunno why i was super happy all day even through school. thats shocking. well i went to skool after 4 days and i have 6 tests to make up. wow i know amazing. then i waited to go see barb i gave her gift to her and she loved it! i am so happy. i really love her. then i opened my gift and i got two nice bottles of colone. ( Read more... )

i havent gone to skool at all with week but monday other than that i slepted at home with the flu i think but thats about it i miss barb i havent seen her a in a bit. i love you. hopefuly i will get to see her monday and give her gift to her. well thats all c ya all

well i am sick i think i have the flu or brochitus but my dumbass chink doctor cant see straight and says i am not. well thats about it i got a fevor and going back to sleep c ya