Surrealism; Suddenly I realised I was in a circus, and I was the Ringmaster

[theraoul]

My emotional gauge has been shot to shit, but then again it's not hard when it's as flimsy as a lib dem's spine.

The one I love will be leaving, and that's taking a massive chunk out of my emotional stability, again, that's like taking away three out of 4 lego bricks or trying to divide up a muffin between 18 people. Not really a lot of it to go

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[pyro_dark_angel]

Well I don't hate that name.

Sorry, I got curious and visited your journal after you came up in a recent conversation with a Russian. Since it was a Russian, vodka was involved.

Chin up old chap. There's probably plenty of people that care about you behind the scenes, just need an deep conversation to get started.

[theraoul]

Oddly enough, since this update a lot has changed. I've got over her, she wasn't right for me. Sure we had fun etc but I don't think it would have worked in the long term. We had a good holiday together in Kyoto for two weeks but after that I think it's best we remain *distant* friends.

I'm afraid I don't really do deep conversations straight off the bat anymore.. I've met someone else now and things are a little tentative but promising. She reminds me a little of you, just a little though.

All in all, my chin is up. I wish it were a bit squarer though, like batman. I'll update my journal in due time.

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[antee0]

Важный шаг сделал Констатин Малофеев http://www.radonezh.ru/radio/text/17332.html