sorry for this complex i have ( Read more... )

hello ( Read more... )

You say I'm a ticking time bomb when it comes to waiting ( Read more... )

My thoughts fled to you once more, marvelled at the way you came into my life, first a whisper of the soft January breeze; the rest of the years spoke your name. Your came in like light shining through the armor of trees, the first leaf reaching for spring...you were like the last day of winter- bokehs of sunshine dancing on the dirty rain wrought ( Read more... )

Where is the gentle soothsayer when I need him, why are all these nights tight knit with yearning close stitched mouths clouded with blanks. Grey matter blue matter stoppage/white matter in the brain gets cut off and everything is truncated. Good is gone, leaving the foul. Hands caked with dirt. Goodbye.

go to sleep, and forget the distance.

Funny how, when spun into darkness, cold limbs strangle themselves warm. Blind thread running between us cuts off. I have not heard your voice for a long, long time.

Sometimes when no one's home and my brother is away on a trip I like to lie on his bed and watch the shadows sketching past the ceilings,remember being afraid of those dark things before I saw the beauty in the consequences light makes. Last night I did the same, I slept in his bed while he was gone and felt how he'd feel like after a long day, ( Read more... )

I don't know what drove me to come back here, don't know why I decided to turn the clock back one night and fling myself back into the past not knowing the damage it might cause me when I decide to have my head above water again- I have nothing to discontent about but the redness of the wax seals and archives of photographs which serve no ( Read more... )

each night we wait for some turn of the lock, for the push of the wooden door; it's closing, the softness of footsteps threading on linoleum tiles, whispering your return. yet every night we wait for nothing. who are you anymore? you ashen face is a penetralium of secrets and, your hair a web of lies and your heart is a cage-you keep everything out ( Read more... )

here i am again ( Read more... )