Every word that falls from my lips falls on deaf ears and I suffocate.

Now righteousness cast aside, thrown to the ground.

I close my eyes and I see you there,

..but my eyes deceive me. Every other sense says I'm alone.

Now waking hours melt into sleepness nights and all fear has left me.

If I could learn from my past,

I'd posess the strength to ( Read more... )

i've got a big fat fucking bone to pick
with you my darling.
in case you haven't heard,
i'm sick and tired of trying.

When you hurt me--I still wanted you.
When you ignored me--I still smiled at you.
When you were with another guy--I was still happy for you.
And after all this time...i still love you.

haha, its funny when people you consider your friends make things up to piss you off...you are one sad person. you must be insecure or something, maybe jelous? come on skank, were in high school now, notes dont make you cool anymore.

I wish i knew what to do...what to say...ive never had anyone treat me like this, to mess with me so bad...i wish i could just say fuck you and not care...but everytime i try to, you look at me with those beautiful big brown eyes and i just want to grab you and kiss you so hard...i just wish i could take back everything...it would make this so much ( Read more... )

im a fuck up. i cant do anything right. i should just fucking end my life and not have to worry about anything anymore. im sorry im not good enough.

God work is sooooooooo gay, i just want to tell them to fuck off sometimes. someone find me a new job so i can quit pleeeeeeeease!!

you should see this picture im drawing. its SWEET!

<3

We're so close, but you are so far away.
One day you'll see it my way.

I wish you understood how much i need this.
Better yet, i wish you felt the same.

last night i was going to write you a poem, but all i ended up with was "inoh ss!W"...it didnt make sence until i read it upside down.

hatebreed was amazing...but throwdown and god forbid totally rock their asses. It was all fucking amazing though, and some little fucker punched me in the gut. But it was worth it, i had soooooooooooooo much fun.

hope you had as much fun as i did =]

I was so blind. I couldn't see the truth. I was unable to see how my life was being used. To ( Read more... )