Happy Fucking Birthday

[theninjacowboy]

All I have to say is I may be 21 but that doesn't mean my life has any more value than it did yesterday. I don't feel like celebrating. I feel more like loathing my continued existence. I know it's a bad way to look at things but I just feel so pathetic in recent weeks that I don't even know. I wish I could make certain people understand my thought

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[pliar]

Why do you let your musings end with that question? What can it do to help with the change?

[theninjacowboy]

In order for one to make a change I believe it is necessary to know one's faults.

[pliar]

Why is it necessary for us to know your fault's for you to change?
You know them, others won't.

The change you're looking for, as indicated by this entry, is being pushed aside for a moment's confirmation. That confirmation should come after you have changed. At that time, others will be free to speak as their words, by your actions, become null.