OKay ... I know it been a while.. yeah still nothing interesting.. I am so fucking bored.. one thing though.. I just got up from the most weridest fucking dream.. well not the weridest.. but yeah.. so been having werid dreams and crazyness in the dream.. like ppl talking satanist.. and ppl geting tatoos.. lol.. and do I like havind dreams where I ( Read more... )

OKay .. I feel really bad.. no pot for me.. I guess I made Chad pissed at me for it.. so I feel bad.. yeah that all..

Okay I am like so high.. lol and it great.. cause I like so need it right now.. and fuck anyone who thinks I am screwed up for getting high.. I feel better.. I mean come on .. I am pathetic.. and I know it.. so no one tell me other words.. cause I no ( Read more... )

Okay .. Kels you already seen these but here they are again.. to remind me.

1.)  lol  lose more weight.. lol that one is a real suprise..(sarcasm)
2.) Find a decent, non Std, not super pig headed guy here...
3.) be more nice and sweet
4.) find a way to get more patientence..
5.) Do about 5 voluniteer things
6.) GET A JOB
7.) Do less stupid shit.. ( ( Read more... )

"There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right ( Read more... )

Today was just another shitty day... nothing special that I can think of.. besides another dream that disturbs.. and just makes certain things worse..

"Nothing seems to kill me no matter how hard I try ( Read more... )

"Blue moon, you saw me standing alone ( Read more... )

Crazy... I so sick of crying.. I hate feeling shit.. I am so paranoid.. I am going back to my old ways.. like with ana and everything .. and I so don't care at this point. yeah that all I am going to say today

yeah I know I changed my Icon.. because .. well yeah just because.. boredom