Long time internet land. Long time indeed. How's your mom. Are you working the same place? Your hair got long. On and on ( Read more... )

School in a few hours but I can't sleep. I am just sitting here being sad about every good and bad thing that ever happened to me. So what if I smoke and drink just to spite other people?

Eric

Coming home cloudy headed with a stomach full of girly drinks and whiskey. A day for/of adventure and boredom. Home haircuts, M.C. Hammer at tiny volumes, Camel Filters, thrift stores, book stores, hardware stores, dollar stores, grocery stores, freez-e-pops, big plans, small outcomes, good friends, best friend, pals, former friends and flings, ( Read more... )

I am not dead. I am just not in the mood to fill little text boxes with my going ons and tiny tragedy. So please call me if we are real life friends, even if you don't call me that often. My good stories have been stacking up over the summer. We should share a cup of coffee and talk a lot of shit.

Eric

So I think I might move to St. Louis for good. Dayton has dealt its hand to me and I am not a fan of the cards. Maybe not St. Louis... Any place that is not Dayton will do just fine. I will find new people to love and be loved by.

Eric

St. Louis you have my heart and the river.

Right now I am in MO with the fine young Nathan Snell. Last night was Bloomington and a blast was had. Tons of neat people, good music, fun conversation. It takes leaving Dayton for a few days to remember what a shit hole that place really is.

More of the same.

Things have been looking up around the Eric homestead here. I have quit drinking for real this time after something like 2 weeks of being drunk everynight. If I know one thing, it is that no one in this world likes a sad drunk. The boys and I went to Masque and shook it like we meant it last night. On Saturday some of the same crew and I ( Read more... )

I can remember not feeling like this. Today was just a really bad day for me. My new policy has been to be as honest as I possibly can, all of the time. Not that I used to be a great liar about events, mostly just about the way I felt. That included melying to me. But in this new found honestly I have found two things. One is my own misery. ( Read more... )

Scores for the week:

Drinking:3

Eric:0