went shopping today. more specifically, i went to the camarillo outlets. yes, I , the hater of shopping, went, for about 8 hours no less. a day of just me and my mom. and we didn't even fight once. that is what i call a freaking miracle. i had a lot of fun though, and i spent more than when i went shopping that one summer with nancy. . .

Well, for the past few days, i've been sleeping in. it sounds pretty fun, but actually, i'm getting worried. because i have no fever, i do have a headache, i feel dizzy and nauseous when i get up and i just feel weird all around. . . and before anyone jumps to any conclusions, there is no way i've got any buns in the oven, unless it was immaculate ( Read more... )

I haven't even started college, i've barely applied, and it's already killing me, and i'm frustrated to NO END! sigh. the sighs are going to be troublesome for the next while.

Song: Life Upon The Wicked Stage Lyrics ( Read more... )

How shall i see you through my tears ( Read more... )

I am too tired to retype everything. . . i have tried to update three times this morning about my weekend, and it keeps disappearing. so i give up for right now. i'll try again later. argh!

Well, i'm totally pissed that the grapevine still works. i don't think i said anything too bad, but well, when you're drunk and angry, what do you expect? i have to remember to keep my mouth shut. dagnabbit . . . or at least tape it shut. people know people, who know people. . . that is all i can say. i have the strangest feeling that i'm being ( Read more... )

I found out news that was awesome and utterly depressing. Someone used to like me. and it stressed me out that i didn't like them back. but it is ALWAYS good to know that someone likes you . . . and now they don't like me anymore. which is good because i never liked them in the first place, but it makes me sad and makes me feel undesireable. that ( Read more... )

I know that I am not exactly the most admirable person, and that I'm not even close to being a saint. And i know i'm a tease. I was born that way. I can't help it. But to call me a SLUT, that is crossing the fucking border! i am a tease, but i don't do a lot of things that sluts do. i DON'T sleep around, and i may say stuff, but I NEVER act on ( Read more... )

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