I've decided to go on the wagon. Not the alcohol wagon, the sex wagon. I'm going celibate for a month, if I can, two if possible. I'm tired of not finding anyone interesting anymore. I haven't found anyone interesting since Stacie, and she's not coming back anytime soon - if ever ( Read more... )

You know, its hard enough regretting a bad decision without your Radio fucking with you for 3 hours. I drove out to see the 'rents this weekend, get away from this huge city and recharge in the country. Problem was, every damn song I'd ever listened to, sung or reminded me of Stace came on the damn radio. How do you salve the hardest decision ( Read more... )

You ever have one of those nights where you wake up almost 3 hours early, dreaming of a lost love? Its not enough to sleep again, yourmind skips into overdrive and keeps asking why? how? why not? Laying in bed with my brain running with the accelerator to the floor, problem is, I'm in neutral, just flooring it and not going anywhere. Gah! why ( Read more... )

Well, for all you folks who have missed me, (yes you, in the back.) I have decided to post again. Nothing real interesting, I'm in Austin for real now, dating, jumpin, jiving, doing my thing, suffering from an over acidic stomach, working my way into the Apple Hierarchy of evil-itude-ination. I am also trying to become a webcomic artist, workin ( Read more... )

Hate packing, Hate moving, Hate leaving, but at the same time, I hate being single in the middle of nowhere.

"Fneh" - its a good word, its word for a feeling of just... blah. that's how I feel about today and most of tomorrow.

I gotta take Defensive Driving, DEATH! guh. I shall endure.

Now, gotta go talk about sex some more.

I so need to be packing.. Huzzah for laziness! Huzzaah for soon to be cable modem!

Well, its the end of an era. Hm, can I call it an era if it's only been a year or so? So yeah, I'm moving, away - from here. Austin City Limits baby! From Tech to schlep - Apple computers tech support here I come ( Read more... )

Trust is a fragile thing at best. more easlity broken than an egg but stronger than steel. Explain that to me? I mean really. Eh well, To sleep, to dream, to ...zzzzz eh.. Insomnia Sucks ass ( Read more... )

Long day at work, job paradigm shift, stupid restraint training.. I don't have time for psychological crises... except for my future roomie.. she has a "get a free crisis" card.. so she's groovy.. yuh...

where am I? you're not the man I married! I want a divorce! *looks bewildered and staggers to bed*

And now! For your viewing pleasure, a quick rundown of my weekend - in quotes: DO NOT try this at home, I'm a professional ( Read more... )