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[thelaendler]

"I was a mistake. My mother didn't want me."
- Marilyn Monroe

Tell me a secret, a story, a confession, tell me anything and everything.

Post anonymously if you like, IP addresses are not logged.

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Comments

[helloalena]

You are wonderful!

[fringefever]

IA you're wonderful!!! :)

[thelaendler]

Aww so are you! :)

[thelaendler]

Thank you! You are wonderful too!

[anonymous]

I love posting nice anonymous comments.

[thelaendler]

Haha ok, Anonymous. :)

[library_of_sex]

I thought seriously of suicide too many times to count as a freshman in college. My biggest fear is ever feeling so down again that I start entertaining that notion.

I know that's heavy, but it's nothing I haven't told my entire flist.

[invicta]

*gives you hugs and clings to you*

[library_of_sex]

Whenever I'm about to admit that all over again, I get the feeling that maybe I shouldn't because it's so dark. However, that time in my life is painful, and it's a huge part of who I am now. I still have horrible thoughts every now and then, and to act like I don't struggle with that is putting on a false front. I do that enough with people I know to spare them grief, and it's gotta come out somewhere so it may as well be my journal.

[invicta]

Sometimes getting a thought out into the open can be therapeutic! It could be a good thing that you use your journal for an outlet so you can push those tendencies out of your daily life. ♥ ♥

[anonymous]

i feel the same way you do alot of times and i'm afraid i will never ever find someone. sometimes the thought of falling in love is scary. i burn bridges more times than letting people in.

you got this from my journal so i guess you know who i am, but its always fun to post anonymously :]

[thelaendler]

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have faith!

[anonymous]

people say that you can understand someone if you look at their friends but I'm the opposite of my friends and even my friends still don't know it.

[thelaendler]

Being the opposite of them doesn't mean it's a bad thing! Maybe, that's why they like you, because you're different, different good :)