You meet an awesome person who lives way too far away.

"When I'm tired and thinking cold
I hide in my music, forget the day
And dream of a girl that I used to know
I closed my eyes, and she slipped away..."

I miss those days. I was remembering the fourth of July. The childhood version. What a wild night. The smell of smoke. Staying up late. Hot and sweaty with friends. Hot dogs and soda. I used to run on soda. I had to or I would die of starvation. Sometimes my heart aches for times like that.

Love 21st birthdays. haha

I don't know why you don't disappear ( Read more... )

Some disappointment there. But summer is here. It make me think of younger summers. When my body was more alive. When I was more alive. I'm working on the body part. Running is making me feel better about things. I'm not sure what I want out of summer this year. I should be finding a real job. But that's not what I want. Maybe I just want ( Read more... )

"But you can get me"

Disappointed tonight.

I miss you.

Why can't we go back?