thought about how I wish i could be a different person,
someone a little more upbeat all the time..
but i'm not that person,
and I'm learning out to just be me..
& not worry about how i wish I was.
I'm happy with me.
I'm happy knowing that I'm that girl whose okay with herself now,
knowing that i have a family here(inthe same house as me..) and a family ( Read more... )

Watch out everyone!
cause I am now a LICENSED driver!!
so when you see a 63 Nova SS drivin' down the road,
make sure you watch out..
cause thats me.
( Read more... )

Ready..and back in action..
with a SMILE face.

I'm excited for tomorrow..
not nervous..yet.

Today was kindof a easy day,
Mr. Medek and Mrs. Huggins were Crabby though..
hmm..lets just say..
i dunno.

I had a really long conversation with Liv today..
& I never knew that we had so MUCH in common.
I'm glad too.
cause honestly, i didn't really like her before, ( Read more... )

I have no respect for you.
You lost it when you said you still want to be my friend.

Last night was so unbelievable.
I hope you cried yourself to sleep.
you deserve it.

you will never have my heart, friendship, or respect again.
Dont call, because all i'll do is hang up,
if you're lucky and I pick up the phone.

I'm not just being a bitch,
i have a broken ( Read more... )

A reassuring converstation with a really good friend of mine. This might have actually made my mind.<3

Him: just trying to get through high school
meh: yeah, same here..we only have 3 more months
Him: i know
Meh: so, are you going to that art institute for sure?
Him: i don't know
Him: there's alot that could happen
Him: i'm not even sure
Meh: me either..
( Read more... )

Fuck!!

This is why i never let guys in.
this is why i never say "i love you"..

I don't know what to say,
but if this is because of me getting accepted to ASU..
you're pretty lame.

i can't say anymore,
but this was a weekend from hell..
& i just hope this night doesn't make this a week from hell too..

BP[..edit ( Read more... )

hmm..
I now have a flag in the commons.
<3 makes me jump just thinkin' about it..
LoL i'm so weird..
& sorry for talking about it so much,
I'm just excited that I actually can have a future,
I was getting so worried that I wasn't going to get in, but I did.

I'm now at my dad's house.
Let me just tell you,
that drive from the airport was NOT fun.
I'm over it ( Read more... )

today was eh..
actually @ school was shit.
then I got home & looked at the mail.
and I HAD AN ACCEPTANCE LETTER!!
and I'm soo excited.
ARIZONA HERE I COME!!

ight..just thought I'd share.
meh.

Happy Valentine's Day Everyone!

today was fun.
after getting over a stressful hump,
it turned out very..GREAT!
i woke up,
to find a heart candle sitting on the counter..
Doug got me that..
& then i was almost late to school..
haha.
At school I got a pretty flower from Mindy,
& a cute napkin filled with Candy from Jaime.
Ronnie also brought me a Card and a box ( Read more... )

this weekend is already a start to success.
already had a blast tonight with Alex.
hmm..lets see what the rest of the weekend has for us.
i'm not sure,
some babysitting,
some shopping,
a little party for my cousin Chris,
& um thats it.
then monday is Valentines Day.. <3
chas is so excited..Lol..

I am so awake!!
I need to do something,
but what?
its 1am ( Read more... )