Ignore previous journal entry just writing it out has made everything better I'm actually happy again. I'm going back to how I was last year...happy

I'm tired of going out on limbs im going back to how i was.

You feel miserable and sad ( Read more... )

It's amazing how easy it is to lose friends it just seems like one day you're hanging out every week the next it's like you never existe. Be it due to distance or work it doesn't matter we just lose people.

I had a dream last night that i had been in a coma for three weeks. In it I woke up with my dad driving me somwhere and my phone said the date was the 28th. So i freaked out and asked him what day it was but he just kept saying just wait till we get home and we'll talk. Then i woke up and started thinking about how weird it would be to just lose

It's 3 A.M. and im really bored.

I downloaded all the episodes of Are You Afraid of the Dark? they bring back so many memories.

Life is pretty good right now too.

I don't think i'll ever really be happy.

Guys don't make drama and they don't start it we are just guys. Girls turn the dumb shit we do into drama by fucking siding with dumb asses if you don't want shit to be messed up be indifferent.

I personally have called myself agnostic for a while but recently i realized this is a lie. No matter how i try i can not think that something greater came and influenced the creation of life. The idea seems obsurd just saying it, but this is where i have my trouble in the fact that my one true fear in life is that there is nothing after this ( Read more... )