Ive had a revelation... of sorts.

[thegreatbonsai]

So... this has nothing to do with anything really, and yet... everything to do with everything...

Ive realized: We all NEED pain. pain, sadness, anger, negativity. We all need it. And when we dont have it, we crave it. Thankfully our minds control this, and let us become negative when we've had too much positive.

If this doesnt make sense, I want

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[madnesspoint]

But you realize that these things arent making you happier. So you start to feel sad, even though life is fine, and you dont understand why you're sad, you just are. Then you get angry with yourself for being sad when life is just fine. Life is just like it was a week ago, when you remember feeling happy (or at least you think you do). But right now, you're not... You're not happy, not content, you just want to feel good again.

I can relate more to this than I think you realize.

Yay to finding your LJ again!

[anonymous]

Dear Josh