I do not like hard schedules but apparently I need one. Well maybe not hard so much as firm, LOL (hard firm words that activate my dirty mind, oi.) Things have gotten all out of balance. I'm back to feeling resentful and stressed and floundering. So, tonight I must set the alarm. I must get up at a specific time and wake up Liv, so that she will ( Read more... )

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I found out facebook speaks pirate.

The only reason that's relevant is because it made me happy and I've been feeling a bit defeated today. Pirate talk doesn't help with the writing but it did make me giggle like crazy which was an improvement over the moping.

Yesterday I finally got to go to a clinic and get some antibiotics. This was nice, mostly because I felt I was taking some sort of action against this thing instead of just passively letting it kick my ass. Normally I would eat some garlic. I know it sounds gross, and it certainly doesn't make you smell good, but it usually works well in heading ( Read more... )