It's almost 3 a.m. and I am done editing....EVERYTHING. Film, essays, everything. I just need to print out the essays, get my DVD onto VHS thanks to the lovely boys at AV who are doing it for free, and send it off. Thank you God! The movie is fucking incredible, I mean it's like a thousand times better. I added music and cleaned up a lot of cuts ( Read more... )

I'm tweaking the hell out of one of my films to send to the grad schools. I decided to send "Tempting Fate" (the one where the guy has the crappy day and gets drunk with his friend and decide to right all his wrongs). I thought I should send one film instead of clips. This film was my favorite (even if the Letter Bastard is in it). I had the most ( Read more... )

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I'm only mildly freaking out. I visited Columbia and I loved it to pieces but now I'm worrying about how to pay for it if I got in and if I didn't get in anywhere, what would I do? I'm also missing Jonathan a lot so that's not helping. I'm sure I'll be fine. Earlier at Columbia I was terrifeid, like somewhere between bedwetting and a near death ( Read more... )

It seems I post the most when I'm in the editing lab waiting for my movies to load into the computer. Guess where I am? After some classes and as soon as I discovered I have access to the main editing suites in Heimbold which have the glorious mini DV playback machines, I am currently camped out making copies of my films for my actors. No more ( Read more... )

I'm selling a bunch of my books, clothes, and movies. I am letting you guys, my close friends, have a first crack at it all. Let me know if you're interested.

Everything is going to be alright.

I love my friends. Tonight I hung out with Fordy and we just sat around and rehashed memories from our films and actually watched some of his old films. I'm really grateful to have a great guy like that in my life. He told me he had a dream where we came into a room and I was there with some friends. Apparently I told him I was drunk and he ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I haven't been around or called anyone. I haven't wanted to entertain or be entertained. I've just needed time to be alone and reflect on everything. I'm not mad at anyone, no one is annoying me, it's not you. I've had a lot of drama enter my life lately (this part with the evil ex-tenants has pushed me over the edge) and I'm just not in ( Read more... )

I got hurt, I cried for two hours, fuck him ( Read more... )