I'm over here at Tiff's house, my abs hurt like a beach and like, my has been ok. But, dude like first the light wasn't working then the internet went out then tiff got a random nose bleed..... It's been freaky.

I want a knife, bad!

So I'm thinking this, red. Like a deep, dark red. Same cut i was going to get before but, red. O and in case you didn't get it already I'm talking about my hair. So comment and tell me what you think. Red, Blond, Brown, Highlights.......... I think red.

Sooo......... she won. She had him first, she likes him the most, and I'm sure he wants her. I'll get over it, maybe. I hope so.......

Tiffanie I'm sorry. I don't know what I can say to make it better. I never meant to hurt you. You know I love you more than anything even chinese food and juice put together. I'm sorry, I just wish I could take it all back, he's not worth loosing my best friend....no one is. I'm sorry and I love you. Remember if you go I go.

I'm sitting here crying my eyes out, because my best friend is upset and It's my fault. I thought what I did was the right thing, but I guess it wasn't because now I have lost them both.....I just can't take this anymore. I want a knife, but I'll be good.

I realized some thing today. My life isn't THAT bad, and what I have been doing is stupid. You here that Caige, IT'S STUPID!!!! Your right, it solves nuthing, and I know that. But its not like you can just stop some thing that you have been doing ever other day for the past 3 years. But I'm going to try, and this time I mean it. Lets just hope I

Ok so I just got back from surgery. Hurts like a bitch! I can't talk very much, and can barely open my mouth. I guess I won't be kissing any one and time soon. *tear* Ok well I'm going to go lay down if you need my text my phone, its easy-er than calling because I can't talk much.

Tiff and Joanne are over here. Tiff was up till like 5am talking to D. We had toast for breakfast. Yesterday was sucky. I sat home all day, and kinda fell back on some old habits........... but anywho. Luv ya'll

I think it's starting again.........