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thedarkcrystal

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Oct 26, 2005 05:03

So I've finally gotten over my year-long Idon'tknowwhatthehellI'mdoingorwhoIamorwhatI'mlikeorwhereIamoranythinglikethat thing. So I can get back to working on all the problems I had before. I still have most of the same problems (and a whole bunch of others which I never really noticed before), but I am NOT the same person. Not at all. I feel like ( Read more... )

introspective crap, posts that no one will read, insanity

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dabble October 26 2005, 21:04:50 UTC

One day at a time. You are never expected to deal with a whole past in one sitting and be magically better.

Laugh at your stockpile and tell it you will get around to it when you are damn well ready.

Strength comes at the strangest times and in the strangest of ways.

thedarkcrystal October 28 2005, 08:12:20 UTC

Thank you.

kwangjse October 26 2005, 23:18:56 UTC

Dabble is so wise.

One by one. Day by day.

thedarkcrystal October 28 2005, 08:15:55 UTC

I'll try, but I'm not promising anything.

P.S. We are still working on trying to get up to Point Lobos to meet you one of these days. Holly's car is in the shop right now but hopefully after that. Is your schedule still the same?

kwangjse October 28 2005, 14:08:29 UTC

All we can ever do is try. My spiritual teacher used to always say, "Never give up."

Yes, my schedule is still the same: Thursdays and Fridays off from 9:00am to 6:00pm and 2:00 to 5:00pm on Mondays and Tuesdays. That will remain the same until this job ends which will be sometime in the first three months of next year.

I look forward to meeting both of you and showing you one of my favorite places.

thedarkcrystal October 28 2005, 20:24:37 UTC

I don't plan on giving up. I'm just not sure I'll always make as much progress as I feel I should.

We're looking forward to meeting you as well.

Point Lobos is also one of my favorite places, but unfortunately I think I've only been there twice, once when I was a child and once probably about seven years ago. It will be great to see it again and to go there with someone who knows the place better than I do.

tandaur October 28 2005, 05:09:23 UTC

I thought you really didn't believe in fate, or did you really not mean "fate" when you said it?

You seem to be coping well, even though you freak out sometimes. I think you expect too much of yourself.

thedarkcrystal October 28 2005, 08:17:25 UTC

I do believe in fate. I just don't always like to, and I was questioning it a lot recently. That's worked itself out this past week along with a lot of other things.

Thank you, that's really a nice thing to say.