Dumb. Why do I fill these things out? I DON'T KNOW! And I just can't see spending that kind of money on a wedding, not even to Dracumancer. Sorry, hon
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disjointed and honest rambling is good. fuck literary standards because people really don't care that much anyway, right? and umm, if you don't want people to pay for a funeral, you could always either a) donate yourself to science or b) buy a silly insurance policy.
I'm just weird about my writing. I always want it to be perfect. But since this journal is really my only regular record of my life I think that I should probably write more here. It's better to have a substandard record than no record at all.
Basically I'm just fed up with no one commenting every time I post something serious, something that actually means something to me. But then when I post anything else I get like 20 comments. It kind of drives home the fact that most of the people reading my journal might be more interested in my journal than in me.
I'm not too worried about the funeral thing right now. I don't plan to die for a while. As long as no one pumps toxic chemicals into my body and puts makeup on my lifeless corpse I'm cool. It just pisses me off mostly.
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I'm just weird about my writing. I always want it to be perfect. But since this journal is really my only regular record of my life I think that I should probably write more here. It's better to have a substandard record than no record at all.
Basically I'm just fed up with no one commenting every time I post something serious, something that actually means something to me. But then when I post anything else I get like 20 comments. It kind of drives home the fact that most of the people reading my journal might be more interested in my journal than in me.
I'm not too worried about the funeral thing right now. I don't plan to die for a while. As long as no one pumps toxic chemicals into my body and puts makeup on my lifeless corpse I'm cool. It just pisses me off mostly.
There you go, more disjointed rambling.
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