i am really quite stupid sometimes. for instance i just poured my tea out onto the table. like "oh, lets tip my cup over and watch what happens... ahhh tea spilled!" what was my motivation ( Read more... )

i have to close my laptop because the light attracts them.

the carpenter ants are everywhere. when i cant see them i hear the scratching buzzing and i feel them everywhere. every step i take i can hear them crunch underneath me and if i dont step on insects i step on lentils. fucking lentils and bugs. everywhere. they are getting more resilient. harder to kill. louder scratching sounds. more corners of the ( Read more... )

so, here is my lovely lovely day ( Read more... )

i just ripped all of the skin off of my left pinky toe. it looks amazing especially when held to the light of my computer screen. i should make a lamp shade out of pieces of skin.

in maine. feel horribly creative. have so much to say. dont want to say it here. its as if as soon as i inhale the sea air i revert to my crazed-insomniac-hallucinatory-creatively-spilling-over-the edge self. perhaps it is the solitude. or the incessant waves that won't fucking shut up... i just finished writing alice her first letter. it was on a ( Read more... )

woke up three hours ago and can't fall back asleep. jet lag still? maybe. i cleaned up a big chunk of my closet and now some of the overflow onto my chair/floor/other chair/suitcase fits in the closet. good thing. i found all of these sweaters from when i was a baby and now they fit as crop tops. sexy to the max. my first halloween costume was in ( Read more... )

I. just realized. that. this will be my first trip in Forever where I havn't had to bring work with me to do on the planeeeeeee! 13 hrs to do whatever the fuck i want! minus moving my body. boooooks! drawing the person sleeping across the aisle while oh-so-suavely not letting them notice me ( Read more... )

the past couple hours have been tearful... sort of ( Read more... )

hurray for being done with high school! and latin to be specific. sooo happy to be out of there. eofdm in a few hours! yay for my first 18+ concert! wish me luck on having sex with joshua homme.