FUCK. EVERYTHING.

[thecrazyalaskan]

I don't know why I fucking bother. Everyone just pushes me away and no one would fucking care if I hung myself. You'd all probably be fucking happier that way anyway. I should fucking hang myself just to please my family and my friends. Is that what you people fucking want? If it is you're about to fucking get it, okay? I'll fucking film it for you

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[cakemage]

Please, please don't hurt yourself, and please seek some counseling. I know I haven't known you for very long and I don't know the details of your situation, but as someone who has been suicidal multiple times, I can tell you that it's just not worth killing yourself over. While you live, there is still a chance for things to get better. There are numerous hotlines you can call to get yourself started on that path, like 1-800-273-TALK. At least give it a try before you give up on yourself. And if you want, I'll be on AIM for a while, and you can talk to me. My username is cakemagemae.

[thecrazyalaskan]

Dude, I'm already seeing a counselor about my problems. The fact that this all happens when I skip a week of appointments probably says a lot about my issues.