i can't seem to get it all down
to let it all go
there's just so much swimming around
i'm standing here, nothing to do
i can't believe how far i've come
or how much i've lost
i've completely broken myself, and then some
not realizing, till now, the cost
i've taken a step out, on my own
but i am still in need
i can't sit alone, in my home ( Read more... )

the storms always bring them back ( Read more... )

last night was one of the most interesting nights i've had in a long time. suzy ended up not coming home when i was waiting up to talk to her because my mind was racing a mile a minute. i was pretty upset when she called me and said she wasn't coming. i ended up going to denny's with this guy james, and that was interesting ( Read more... )

"...i get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till i drop ( Read more... )

( life's like an hourglass glued to the table )

still doin the being depressed thing. bleh. work has been crappy. the store is trashed and no one seems to care but me. joe joe was ready to kill sue sunday night ( Read more... )

despite the fact that it was incredibly wonderful to move into my own place, today was just rotten. i broke the key off in my car, so i had to get a new ignition switch, which is more money i owe my dad. that just set the day off. it set me back time-wise, so i didn't get to kerri's until after six. chrissafer came with, and ed showed up a little ( Read more... )

i'm in my new housemoved in today. with burnt fingers from work. grease burn early tuesday morning. ick. chrissafer and joe-joe helped me, and even though it was hard work, it was a ton of fun, and i'm soooo thankful for those boys ( Read more... )

6 current favorite songs ( Read more... )

work has been hella crazy. worked a couple midnights, and i guess i'm working a couple more, which i'm not happy about. its gonna kill me. holly unnecessarily flipped out on ian the other day. ick. everyone is just high strung and stressed out and at eachother's throats ( Read more... )