Your Happiness angers me.

Jul 03, 2006 17:44

When I look at people who get into relationships I am secretly resentfull towards them. I mean, I want people to be happy but when I compare myself to these happy couples who talk about their boyfriends or how they are able to connect I just feel angry. I'd say that the Universe is plotting against me but I am rational enough to know that the ( Read more... )

warmth, underground man, jealousy, human connection, duality, anger, comfort

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vv0lfen_omen July 4 2006, 01:42:44 UTC
I know what you mean...
yay for Friedrich Nietzsche ?
(cant think of good logical advice)

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zookee July 4 2006, 02:31:19 UTC
I can totally empathise. Is it so bad just to want somebody to come home to? I too am sick of that empty feeling you get in bed when you just know in your heart and soul that if you had somebody to hold you'd feel absolutely complete.

Guess we just gotta keep hanging in there? ( I know, I know, that strategy never worked before, so why would it start working now).

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exatron July 5 2006, 03:48:11 UTC
It's not bad at all. Everybody should have someone to hold onto and make everything better.

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exatron July 5 2006, 03:26:50 UTC
I can empathize as well. Hearing things like that can be hard when you don't have the same thing. You'll find someone eventually.

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branwyn July 5 2006, 14:10:34 UTC
*hugs softly*

*sings lightly* o/~ "Someday your prince will come..." o/~

It is in no way wrong to want someone to hold more than someone to f*ck. I think, in humans, the two drives - social and sexual - are probably equally strong...

B.

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mapdark July 18 2006, 16:33:04 UTC
You're not alone ..

I can't wait to have my own appartment and doing stuff I want to do coming home at crazy hours in the morning without worrying about my freak of a brother yelling at me becaue I woke him up..

but then I'm nervous that it might not go so well and all..
paying accounts electricity , the appartment rent ..

and I need contact too .. can I kidnap you?

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