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[theaudone123]

so...its been a year to the day that my grandma died. Honestly i dont kno that it feels real...even now. I mean, i lived w/ my grandpa for 2 months, sleeping in the room right beside their old master bedroom, i've consigned her clothes, i've used her old mascara when i ran out of mine, i've used the master bathroom, looked through old note books of

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[hal4him]

i love you auj... i can't say i know exactly what you are feeling, but your life is so similar to mine... i guess it always has been. It hasn't been a year yet since Baba died, but i had to deal with the christmas and everything without him, and it is so so so hard. My dad and Ann went to the cemetary w/o me, cuz he was mad at my mom, and didn't feel the need to include me... i didn't want to talk to him for days for that. i just love you, and if you ever want to call and talk about it (well... you can use amanda's phone - mobile to mobile is great) but call... i always have time for you
darn you, now i really want to call you, but you are somewhere, and i can't, so when you get this, call me... i wanna say hi! i miss you guys, and just feel so alone.... CALL ME!!!! :)